Jillian Rose

Sometimes I think that it’s impossible for me to love you anymore than I already do, but I’m always surprised. I never think that I could miss you anymore that I do when you’re gone, yet here I am. Strung out on your love and you’ve only just left. My pen scribbles prayers across slips of papers. Stay safe. Drive careful. Without you I am nothing. My mind trips over thought after thought of your smile and your voice. The more that I focus on making our relationship perfect, the more that it is not. It is the spontaneous days like today that make our love grow stronger and stronger. Walking along the streets of Newport hand in hand. Eating ice cream and listening to the waves crash against the rocks. Standing in front of gigantic mansions and realizing how small we are and how much of life we have yet to experience. I don’t know if I will ever let you read this, but if I do I already know what to expect. Your sweet smile, brown eyes looking upon me, maybe a kiss. Simple. All that I could ask for and more. I love every part of you. I Always. Always. will.